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Mark's avatar

This is a very moving piece of writing. Thank you, Charlotte. Thank you, la gobenadora. In this time of breaking, may we be healed and deeply, may we be re-membered by the land.

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Patrick Watters's avatar

Chaparral, Coyote Brush, Ceanothus…as an old biologist/ranger, I resonate.

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Michaela Ahonen's avatar

I have your book and I have read it fully; it is beautiful, moving and wise. Thank you for the chance to re-read this particular chapter! 💖

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June Whittaker's avatar

Very beautiful. I only recently have fallen upon your work and am glad I have. Back from New Mexico after a truly magical month there, I'm heartened to read you. Thank you.

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Kristi's avatar

Beautifully written. Like you and so many others, I had to leave a land I loved, a place where the trees and the wind and the wildflowers spoke to me, and let me, for a while, believe I'd come home. This writing speaks for all of us who've been torn loose from a patch of deeply loved earth and have learned that there are songs and scents and spirit guides everywhere on earth. Thank you.

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Shannon Baker's avatar

Deeply moving. Thank you for sharing your experience of being cast out from a place you love, and about bitterness. Also, thank you for helping people in distress, and being a friend to the wild plants.

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Terri Seddon's avatar

I love the resonance of ‘ancestor’ in this recollection Charlotte. And I relate deeply to the feeling of connection, even as a mere youngster, to the Earth. Thank you for putting these feelings into words, offering a vocabulary that acknowledges these realities

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The Subtle Seamstress's avatar

Deeply moving and resonant. Thirty seven years ago I lived on the edge of the same desert in AZ, an alien writer and illustrator there on a B1 visa. My sudden leaving was for different reasons but came about unexpectedly and I never said a proper goodbye to the place and my friends.

The return to my homeland slowly and steadily rekindled a deep, forgotten relationship with damp earth and the rich, diverse presence of ancient forests, downlands, meadows and chalk streams. In quietness, here too nature heals and communicates the same ancient wisdom.

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Jacob Bush's avatar

Residing here - Mesa - the edge of Apache Junction bleeding into what wilderness we have left here - 7 years and our neighborhoods have changed drastically - while the desert remains where we 'decide' to leave it be. I only wish that your Creosote grandmother still resides.

I long to hear more about this place that has called me home - born and raised - I know this is where I have been called to be - and the more I read about this place of my birthed 'belonging' - the more I feel the roots deepen. The more haboob dust I breathe and mother/father rains soak into my skin - tracing the sun-cracked flesh of both my own and the land - it seems ever more present what life I am supposed to 'learn' while I am here (on this alienized Earth).

While most would say "the desert has nothing to give" - I hear socially "there's not much *to do* here in AZ." I do feel sorry for those individuals - for this essay here exemplifies that there is so much more to be experienced.

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Sally's avatar

Thank you. I just needed this right now.

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